April 30, 2011

Friendship

What is a true friend? To me a friend is someone who loves you for who you are, yet can see who you could be and helps you to be that person. A friend is someone who lifts you higher in every aspect of life and helps you want to be a better person. Someone who will listen to your thoughts and ideas and validate them (even if they are pretty dumb sometimes). A friend is a person who is willing to stand by you through every trial, and catch you, and help you stand back up when you fall. A friend is a shoulder to cry on, someone you can trust with your life, and someone who can tell what you are really thinking even if you can't (or won't admit it). A friend is someone who can and will tell you the truth even if it hurts sometimes.
    I have two very best friends (and many, many other friends as well), and I love them both dearly!! They are both leaving me....... They have important things to do with their lives and now is the time for them to start. I am going to miss them like crazy!!! But I am so incredibly glad that they have been here for me through it all. Through all my whining, complaining, and crazy ideas! I want to thank them for their support, love, kindness, concern, caring words, and for being an arm to lean on when I feel like I can't stand alone!! I am sad that they are leaving me...but I'm so glad for the times we have had and am looking forward to making more memories when we are all reunited again!! I love you guys!!! :D

April 29, 2011

Restart

I started this blog about two years ago with big intentions of blogging regularly and informing the world of my discoveries of human nature and beyond as I continue my journey through life, but....to no avail. I fell off the wagon (as I do often). So I have decided to start again. I am using this blog to organize my thoughts and ideas as I find them. I am saying these things not to be hypocritical in what I say...but to help me realize what I am actually thinking and to help me to live by what I have found. I want this to help me actually realize what I believe instead of just believing it in my subconscious. You know how a testimony grows when you share it? Well, I want this blog to be sort of like that. To help my personal testimony of all important things grow.